Ever since I started to work part time, i.e only 50% of the work week ( part time).. my pay has also correspondingly decreased to 50% ( ah but then????? )
It's quite a fair bit of adjustment as I have become very consciously aware of my spending habits and have held back buying many things I would have easily spent on in the past. But there's something which I really needed to get but have struggled to buy even in a sale... maternity clothes.
This little miracle & blessing within me ( due early september) has thankfully been growing healthily and bigger and stretching most of my clothes to the max!!!! But with only 2 months to go, I really can't bear to buy any more maternity clothes esp since they aren't really cheap..=P
I passed by the maternity shop at Hougang Mall the last Sunday morning and saw that the clothes were on sale and going only at $20.. but yet, I can't bear to buy so as to save the money for other more important household things. I walked away a little sad ............
(PS : just to clarify, my hubby would very willingly buy for me just that I didn't want our money to be spent on things that I can help not buying as far as I could)
But GUESS WHAT , God surprised me when I went for Sunday service that afternoon! Johnson and I just stepped into church when my G12 sister, Belle ( also a pregnant mummy with her baby due in Dec) walked over and passed me a small bag.
"Nah, I packed some maternity clothes just for you " she said.
I was deeply surprised within, actually I really forgot whether I ever shared with her on this need, even if I did , it was probably jokingly done and many months back.
Then shortly after, one of her cell gals, Kai Yun returned Belle a bag of her maternityclothes that she borrowed during her pregnancy. And Belle just transferred the WHOLE BIG BAG of maternity clothes to me!
I really felt very touched and thankful within esp to receive this at a time that I was really in quite bad need for maternity clothes.=P
Through these 2 angels, I really felt the Lord 's love affirming me that He knows my needs and WILL SUPPLY ALL my NEEDS according to his glorious riches....( Phillipians 4:19)
Actually I have been meditating and claiming this above verse for the past weeks and the Lord has brought it into reality for me this week.
Would also like to share with you a song that has been keeping me strong as I adjust though all the changes in my life this season:
I serve a God who is faithful
He will never fail
When I'm in the desert,
He's a river of hope
I serve a God who is faithful
His faithfulness prevails
Lord I put my trust in you.
I serve a God who is faithful and true
I will hide in the shelter of your wings
For I find my rest , in your faithfulness
Lord I put my trust in you.
And even though this life may bring
heartaches and pain,
but through it all
I cling to you and call out your name!!
Being affirmed of the Lord's faithfulness gives me new strength to face the challenges ahead =)